Showing posts from February, 2019

Before you get that abortion....

When you feel like you have more you want to do with your life before you bring a child or even another child in this world... I understand. The moment I saw a positive test result  I couldn't accept it because I knew it had to be a joke. I knew there was more I wanted to do with my life. When you feel like the person you created the child with isn't the person you will spend the rest of your life with, so why bring a child in this world without the proper care?... I understand... I knew deep down that my sons father wasn't the one for me to spend my life with. I felt lie a failure because I was supposed to be married first. I had had sex many times in my life unprotected and it didn't result in this... why now? When you feel like you are not financially secure to take care of yourself let alone a child. Why bring a baby into poverty? I understand I slept on a couch in my mothers home my entire pregnancy and everytime I looked around I felt so ashamed, so low,